More

When I look at life all I see is more.... More fun, more possessions, more zeal....more ambitions , more acheivements, more... more ...more... more ...more... I am programmed for more. How often do i settle for what is ok for now? How often do I take advantage of this programming? Sometimes it seems like this programming has a bug and it overiddes with laziness. Why? If more is what I want, and more is what I need...than why is just ok for now good enough? Television, internet, sleeping, shopping, cleaning, working all seem to have a priority, but when is enough enough. I want to get on with RIGHT now and move on...I want more! WHAT IS STOPPING ME? IS IT ME? IS IT NOT ME? HARD TO TELL BUT I NEED TO FIGURE IT OUT. I am called to abundance. I am programmed with an eternal purpose, not just a right now way of thought. There is more to this than now...WHAT About my eternal purpose? That is what really matters!!! MY ambitions, MY thoughts, MY desires are for what are going to fail right before me. Why do we as humans LOVE THIS more than our ETERNAL possessions. WE are miraculous machines, biological machines with a purpose, a destiny and REASon. WHY can't my reason be revealed now? I want the more, but I stand in my own way! I HATE when I do that.!!! It isn't any ,one, or thing . ITS ME!! how crazy is that. I put myself in the way. Why don't I throw myself to the side? Kick me to the curb....IT's TIME!!